Ramblings

I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to throw something against the wall. I want to run, far away. I ask why.I don't understand. I can't move on. I want to go crazy. I miss them. I need someone to talk too. Just one more conversation is all I need. One more, I swear. One more chance, is all that I'm asking. Please.

January

This month is kinda special to me. Not only is it the birthday of a good friend of mine, whom passed away in Oct. but its also the anniversity of our friendship. 3 years and counting. =]
I miss her very much and think about her a lot. Sometimes it still brings tears to my eyes and sometimes not. Its hard to think that I'll never get to talk to her again, let alone meet, like we've planned to do. But I can't be sad anymore because I know she wouldn't like that, so instead I'll just bit my lip and smile everytime I think of her. :)


Happy 20th Birthday, R.
miss and love you.

In General

So somehow I find myself creating a blog site for me which I don't know why because I'm for one...can't keep anything updated. I'm either too lazy or totally forget about it. Yet here I am. So let's see how long I can keep this up until it's totally forgot by me. Ha!